I cannot help it
It just takes over
Everything slipping
Every day is slower
In the streets it crawls and feeds off the hate
And it pours into your safe sweet space and
Makes you feel so flat
So grey
As it moves forward
It gets more awkward
And then it drenches
Those stuck brain trenches
In the minds it lurks, separates
Kills, it blames and hurts
All those who are themselves
And makes them feel so weak and scared
Scared
Now that you know more
You can now endure
The sweet freedom of
Not knowing for sure
Life takes over and blankets me
Up in sweet dull warmth and brings forth
Uncertainty when trying to understand
Stand