Suicide Note Video (MV)

I tried to ditch my fears but bravery's six feet underground
I'm stuck here in a corner with self pity all around
I'm searching for contentment where contentment can't be found
But it's all around and it all abounds
It's all around and yet it can't be found

I can hear the sounds of laughter left from all my yesterdays
They reverberate within my head and echo in my brain
I can't find that kind of happiness when I compare it to today
Yet it's all around and it all abounds
It's all around and yet it can't be found

Sometimes I feel that I should give my life back to the Lord
I do my best to do my best but at best I just get bored
For me the price is just too high it's one I can't afford
But he's all around and his love abounds
He's all around and yet he can't be found

So I'm calling it a wrap because there's nothing left to say
There are no feelings left within this chest they've all been put away
Sometimes the thought of moving on is just too much to entertain