Blip - The Cause of Things Lyrics

I kinda wanna call you
But you're calling someone else don't even know who
I don't really wanna ask you
Can't chose my feelings
And they told me to

I got a lot of ways to say I'm alone
I think about it when I pick up my phone
I don't know if I can really pull through
Cause I can't choose my feelings and they chose you
I really hate the music that you listen to
And the way you stare at me when I'm talking to you
Can I make it more obvious

Yeah I feel it in my senses
It's powerful it's real it's relentless
You call it indifference but I call it freedom
Sometimes I don't want to feel I just want to be numb
If only I could trace where it came from
Whatever emotion caused this breakdown
I can't go on like this