Blood Youth - Playing the Victim Lyrics

This time I won't refuse, so abusive
I'm right here motherf*cker
This time, I won't refuse, so abusive
Pages never change, they are blurring
And that's the reason I'm still hurting
And that's the reason I still

Throw my ashes to the hollow abyss
I'm falling
With the scars that are running down my neck
All I want is to walk the earth alone

I'm right here motherf*cker

I won't accept happiness until I'm down in the dirt
I'm falling
These drugs that will lead to a heart attack
This time I won't refuse

So cynical
Running back for more
So insecure
Watch my kingdom fall
Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall
Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall

I'm stood on the edge of my existence
My inner system
This time I won't refuse, so abusive
F*ck playing the victim

F*ck playing the victim

Falling through your hands
I'm always the one to blame
Falling through your hands
I'm always the one to blame

I'm always the one to blame

I'm someone who can't be saved

This time I won't refuse

So cynical
Running back for more
So insecure
Watch my kingdom fall
Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall
Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall.