Bond - Lavender Lyrics

I've been good for a couple days
Wine parties, dinner dates
Bittersweet in a way
I took another girl to your favorite place
Recommend your favorite dish
She ain't like the the way it tastes
I guess that's okay

I make the same mistakes I made when I was seventeen
I make concrete out of hearts made out of velveteen
I put you through some things that you should never see
I made you all the things that someone else made me

I don't like change
It's an uphill battle
I would've never said those things if I was sober
I was high on my own ego now I'm older
I'm stuck waiting on that text to bring it over

Ode to all my people
Oh what's better than pleasing
What's the best part of this
Are you missing part of this
Who you are
What's your name
Are you about anything
In a place full of faces
Who you following these days and

In and out of love
In and out of touch with you
The sky is red and blue
I'd rather be lavender with you

I used to count the seasons
Looking for a reason
You might come back around
You tried to cut me deep
And baby now I'm bleeding
You really let me down

If the stars align
You'll apologize
And I'll let it slide like I used to
Even though I cry
When you cross my mind
If I could do it again I would choose you

Ode to all my people
Oh what's better than pleasing
What's the best part of this
Are you missing part of this
Who you are
What's your name
Are you about anything
In a place full of faces
Who you following these days and

Lavender, happy her, sad me
That's not the best thing
Passion for the things that we dont want
And acting for the things that we dont love

Life's just moving crashing
Like the lights at the airport flashing
All these faces passing
Skies lavender and I think I'm coming round right now

Oh to all my people
Oh what's better than pleasing
What's the best part of this
Are you missing part of this
Who you are
What's your name
Are you about anything
In a place full of faces
Who you following these days and

In and out of love
In and out of touch with you
The sky is red and blue
I'd rather be lavender with you

I used to count the seasons
Looking for a reason
You might come back around
You tried to cut me deep
And baby now I'm bleeding
You really let me down