Boniface - Fumbling Lyrics

I don't want to stay up fumbling all night
Waiting for something that I can't control
I was raised to only focus on the ones I love
And it's you now, you know

I walk in alone
And if I would have known that you weren't here
I would have just stayed home
I think you would have just stayed home
I think you would have smiled when you saw the walls
They're covered in paisley and cigarette tar
The kind of room where the lights can't get low enough

Oh, but I had you for a second there
My second rate love
And your calm disposition
And now I just feel so unsure

But I don't want to stay up fumbling all night
Waiting for something that I can't control
I was raised to only focus on the ones I love
And it's you now, you know

And I don't want to wake up freaking out, cold sweat
Shaking and sleeping in all my clothes
I was raised to only live
For the ones that I hold dear
And it's you now as well

And it's you now

In my mind, we walk home alone
You take everything you can from a 7-Eleven
Kick in a condo door
I watch as you admire the art on the walls
We kiss in the kitchen
And you pretend that they're yours
Leave a card on the counter
And then we'll walk back home

Oh, but I had you for a second there
My second rate love
And your calm disposition
And now I just feel so unsure

And I don't want to wake up freaking out, cold sweat
Shaking and sleeping in all my clothes
I was raised to only live
For the ones that I hold dear
And it's you now as well

I'm always looking for a room that you're leaving

But I don't want to stay up fumbling all night
Waiting for something that I can't control
I was raised to only focus on the ones I love
And it's you now, you know

And I don't want to wake up freaking out, cold sweat
Shaking and sleeping in all my clothes
I was raised to only live
For the ones that I hold dear
And it's you now as well

And it's you now