Bound By - Conflicts Lyrics

Hey bro i just wanted to call
And i know we've been dreaming about this life
Since we were kids man this is... this is crazy
I'm out here doing it but... I'm struggling man
All I'm thinking about is being back home with you and... family... Shit
I never thought it would be this hard bro
It's like a war with myself that I just cant win
Dreaming of this life on the road
Without knowing how much it would cost
It's eating me
I always knew what i wanted
I never thought of the actions that i had to take
It's eating me
As you stood there singing praise
Wondering when you're alone if this is just a phase
(With your life) with your life placed (By my) by my absence
That's what the people have known
Leaving my loved ones all alone
With my heart at my home
The light at the end is getting harder to see
My fear is this
The mask that i wear is slowly becoming me
Dreaming of this life on the road
Without knowing how much it would cost
It's eating me alive
I always knew what i wanted (Wanted)
I never thought of the actions that i had to take
It's eating me eating me alive
These moments
Mean nothing without you here
I need you
I always envisioned this differently
This pain this conflict its killing me
Something has to change
I need you and they need me
This constant war inside my head
Am i... going insane