Boy & Bear - Insomniac Lyrics

Insomniac and I can't go back
In the back of my mind imma get attacked
Stat
So static
Like this beat on repeat
The anxiety creeps and I freak
And I
Wanna know where I go when my eyes close
And I feel so alone watch the cards fold
Tried so hard to hold fall like dominoes
Out grow the pack now I run alone
I'm running and weaving and now I need peace
Need this freedom to be who the f*ck I will be
Don't need sleep
I need weeks
I need months
I need time
How the f*ck I'm gonna make the most of my life
Rent a bike
Find a stick that I'll carve to a pike
And go jousting and hope I don't die in the fight
I'm so lousy like Ledger make my smile with a knife
I'm all bite and no bark
Just don't start
Know your place and your part
Call me Musk imma shoot for the stars
And if you test me imma aim for your heart
When you run up imma pull up and park
Bitch I'm up in the dark
Been a mess from the start
See the end zone it's hard
Coz it still seems so far
Need the pace coz my past
Is running up on me real fast
Lately I've been having thoughts that kinda cynical
I know I need to change but you see I know I'm winning though
Wanna know where I go when my eyes close
And I feel so alone watch the cards fold
Tried so hard to hold fall like dominoes
Out grow the pack now I run alone
Wanna know where I go when my eyes close
And I feel so alone let the cards fold
Tried so hard to hold fall like dominoes
Out grow the pack now I run alone