[ Featuring and Coop ]
I can feel the tuggin' pullin' me under
Neath I can't breathe or see it's that deep
Havin' bad dreams, though get no sleep
Might die but been high like all week
Used to be happy but I'm not now
Shit has caught up but I don't wanna stop
Often I rot and I'm brought down
So I go cop and I load up a shot
Grown up or not, I'll go up a notch
Focused but hopeless, I'm folded in knots
Pokin' these spots, connect the dots
Moment is closin' in, I cannot watch
Feelin' the rush
Suddenly confidence, I can adjust
Never get off of this, I will not budge
Lie to my love, don't give a f*ck about trust
I need the drug, I need the H
I need syringes to stick in my veins
I like the pain
Feelin' I'm inches from death, nothin' left in my brain
Need to escape
People around sayin' I need to change and
Pullin' away people I should embrace
Wonderin' what kinda man I became
Fallin' down
In the shadow
Fallin' down
A downward spiral
Fallin' down
Deeper I go
Fallin' down
I'm fallin' down, fallin' down
Fallin' down
In the deep end
Fallin' down
Rather be dead
Fallin' down
Been mislead
Fallin' down
I'm fallin' down, fallin' down
Might lie as a friend
Say that I'm clean but I'm usin' again
Choose to pretend that I'm movin' ahead but I prove instead
A quick way a guy could lose in the end
Droppin' the mic and not writin' much
Anxiety high from the slightest touch
High as f*ck feel the rush
Hide it from all my buds
Drugs have divided us
Loyalty lies where I feel the buzz
Try to disguise it but I don't have much luck
Red eyes all the time, hard to keep it hush-hush
Powder my nose like a model
From all the pills that I crush up
Vision is lookin' like goggles
Lay horizontal, startin' to think that I f*cked up
Fallin' down
In the shadow
Fallin' down
A downward spiral
Fallin' down
Deeper I go
Fallin' down
I'm fallin' down, fallin' down
Fallin' down
In the deep end
Fallin' down
Rather be dead
Fallin' down
Been mislead
Fallin' down
I'm fallin' down, fallin' down
