bray - Nostalgia Lyrics

Bray
Okay

Damn
This is all I know
No matter if they good or bad people come and go
A reason why I'm always mad it's hard to let go
Eats me up completely inside more and more
All of the memories and I swear I'm still missing
All the love that you've given me and it's getting the best of me
Told me who I had to be, so I focused and took the lead
You preached positivity and I blocked negativity
I'm doing it now so I guess I was listening
How can I forget when it's part of my memory
It's my life, but I swear its haunting me
It's getting hard breathe eh
The rights the wrongs, the nights are long
I'm hurting so much asking myself do I even belong
There's a voice In my head telling me I need to be strong
But for how long

Fighting some demons and I'm feeling defeated
I'm sorry to the people that I've ever mistreated
My mind is going in circles
God I'm in need of a miracle
I never felt so depleted in life
I don't even know how to win I'm losin' in life
It really feels like I'm giving up
Really can't control my nostalgia

Uh, It's just the doubt within me
Y'all say this ain't me, but it really is me
My past ways, actions, history's
Killing me slowly, feeling so lonely
It'll be the death of me, I feel on trial
My body shuts down every time
Can't read no vitals
This life so undecided, I feel divided
There's a lot of sorrow in my mind, I rather hide it
I know everything takes time, already tried it
I miss the old Bray
It's so crazy because I say that every day
Good times rewind every time on replay
I don't have much to say
Just need to pray
If I reminisce too much my life will fade away aye
I just need a change

Fighting some demons and I'm feeling defeated
I'm sorry to the people that I've ever mistreated
My mind is going in circles
God I'm in need of a miracle
I never felt so depleted in life
I don't even know how to win I'm losin' in life
It really feels like I'm giving up
Really can't control my nostalgia