Brendan Nash - Everything to Me Lyrics

Every time I see your face, I just break down
Every time I hear your name, all I hear is fake now
I'm happy for you cause you're happy right now
I can't relate and everyday is really just a fight now
My medication gets the best of me
What did you expect from me
I struggle with anxiety but so does everybody, see
When I'm feeling down, I just drive at night
Put them windows down, yeah now it's feeling, feeling kinda nice
I ain't eat today
I won't sleep tonight
I just lost some more weight
Maybe everything will okay, alright
Reach into my pocket, throw away this stupid polaroid
I kept it in my wallet, talking to these girls to fill a void
You made me stronger, steroid
Yeah I'm feeling paranoid
Now my heart is just destroyed
Maybe this was just a ploy
I can't trust anyone because of you
Really what did you expect me to do

I don't get why, why you do this to me
I'll agree to disagree
You were everything to me
Everything to me, everything to me, everything to me

I don't get why, why I even try anymore
What more can I ask for
You were everything to me
Everything to me, everything to me, everything to me

Now you got a new boyfriend
Wondering when is it gonna e-n-d
I wanna d-i-e
But i can't afford the fee
I got the drive like dmv
Wishing I would stop breathing, gonna need an emt
Tired of dealing with depression
Tired of seeing counselors
Tired of all these therapy sessions
You're sweet and down to earth
I'm down for her
When she'd cry I'd council her and she would do the same for me
I'd do anything for her and that's my word
Yeah, and I'll admit it I'm possessive
Nothing I can do about it, I'll remain obsessive
Imma do the same thing, I'll never learn a lesson
Imma counting on all my blessings, this is, this is what I'm destined
Notice how you say it but I do it, why you playing
Wonder what I'm saying, now it's raining
I been patiently waiting, debating on changing
And now you wonder what I'm facing
I don't get why, why, why, life is racing

I don't get why, why you do this to me
I'll agree to disagree
You were everything to me
Everything to me, everything to me, everything to me

I don't get why, why I even try anymore
What more can I ask for
You were everything to me
Everything to me, everything to me, everything to me

You were everything
Forget the other things
All these stupid fights
And this promise ring
Writing texts to you
I ain't hearing back
Yeah, I'm breaking through
And now I fade to black
Now I fade to black
Now I fade to black
Should've followed the signs, man that's zodiac
Yo, I'm walking out of work and crying cause I'm having these stupid panic attacks
And you don't cared so I take it back

I don't get why, why you do this to me
I'll agree to disagree
You were everything to me
Everything to me, everything to me, everything to me

I don't get why, why I even try anymore
What more can I ask for
You were everything to me
Everything to me, everything to me, everything to me