You only say you miss me when you're drunk or high
You only say you love me when we say goodbye
Oh no, but I can't let go
I know what I am to you is nothing real
I know you'll never feel the way I feel
Oh no, but I can't let go
The way the light dances across your hair
The way that you look in that plaid shirt you wear
I don't know who I am anymore
There's a darkness inside of me that's tearing me down
There's a feeling I battle when you're not around
Oh no, but I can't let go
My mind screams run away as fast as you can
But my heart says f*ck that we're here to the end
Oh no, but I can't let go
The way that you tell me all the secrets you keep
The way that you sigh before you drift off to sleep
I don't know who I am anymore
I sit and wait for you all day long
Checking my phone for messages that'll never come
Wonderin' where you are and who you're with
Wonderin' where you're sleeping and who you'll kiss
All I see, is it ain't me
You only say you miss me when you're drunk or high
You only say you love me when we say goodbye
Oh no, I gotta let go