Brinkworth - No More Lyrics

I can't stand up on my feet no more
Im so tired I don't sleep no more
I'm feeling like the journey I completed left me weakened
I dont eat no more
With little fight in me I feel I cant compete no more
No more
I cannot feel at peace no more
The fires burning but I cannot take the heat no more
We don't meet We don't see
We don't speak no more
We don't love We don't trust
We won't be no more
No more
I don't want to grieve no more
Don't want the demons interrupting all my dreams no more
Had depression but don't want to be so deep no more
Cuz after all she be the reason why my feet so sore
I've been walking through the flames 'cross the coals of this hell on earth
So you could say that my soul will be forever burned
Never be forgiven im unable to forget the hurt
Because it's hard witnessing an angel do the devils work
And this is way more than just clever words
My life's pain on display when I pen a verse
Ironic how I cannot look back but I said the first
Couple years that I was convinced that we could never work
Should I be happy I was right?
Only happy when I had her in my sights
Yet the memories so blurry I can never see the memories I like
Lost love so those memories have died
Now I'm moving on
Cuz I don't want to hide no more
Don't want to live my life behind closed doors
Know I'm done with all the arguments
I don't wanna fight no more
I don't wanna live that life no more
No more no more
Cuz I been falling for to long said I've ignored it and I'm wrong
I've been appalled at what's gone on so wish no more than what's been done
I can't afford to be that one
The sort who's holding on
I put the pain onto a page and damn near put it onto songs
And the support is always strong so why should I be worried for
I finally have the time I never saw before
The first time in my life I've felt that I'm the most important
All the time I've spent investing all my efforts into others caused
Myself to be behind
I've kicked myself in the behind
For acting selfless towards the selfish frauds I've let into my life
Instead of thinking what if I
Instead of thinking I must try
To act on my decisions cuz my destiny is mine
It's up to me and only me
The key is self belief
To reignite the hunger the desire and the need
To be the best that I can be
The person that they talk about
Long after I'm gone be in the thoughts of those who walking out
I wish my dad could see me now
Be proud of who I am
So he can see I didn't need him , taught myself to be a man
I pulled myself from out the darkness found myself without his hand
I gave out beatings like those beatings that he gave out with his hands
And after all the pain we had I never gave up like you dad
I was the one who raised your youngest son I done the best I can
And I'm so proud my brothers have the chance to take from your mistakes
I love my nephews like my own you'll see how great they will be raised
LISTEN
And all the alcohol aside
You're my family and ill love you til I die
But know the memories so blurry I can never see the memories I like
Lost love so those memories have died
Now I'm moving on
Cuz I don't want to hide no more
Don't want to live my life behind closed doors
Know im Done with all the arguments
I don't want to fight no more
I don't wanna live that life no more
No more no more

So Lord knows where I go from here
I try prioritise the choices I have left
But they so few and far between
That view from in my dreams
Is getting further in the distance and the voices in my head
That keep on telling me ill never be near anything I've said
Are getting louder by the hour and the power they posess
Can leave me powerless depressed
Embarrassed and a mess
But there is one thing that I've learnt to help me power through this test
And that is
Everything is blessed
Every single day we get
We must do our best to step towards the goals which we have set
Cuz when you're lonely all is left is the thoughts within your head
And if you cannot find the peace within your better off in death
Now I don't say that as a threat but a lesson you must take
From my verses I'm not perfect so just learn from my mistakes
But know for all the risks i take I am yet to seize my day
So it's time for me to find my feet and take my leap of faith...