Your chest hurts and at first you shocked
An emptiness inside ties the tightest knot
Feels just like the time has stopped
Everything's a blur
Every word will hit you harder than a rifle shot
Your mind adopts a state that's so numb you cannot breathe
Now your eyes have shot this frame that you never thought you'd see
Everything you took for granted coming back at twice the speed
So defenseless so relentless
You have to fight to speak
As the tears erupt a tidal wave of pain released at ease
With no warning or control you fail to stop once you proceed
And It hurts so much it's so hard to believe
How it hurts so much and yet you do not bleed?
The fiscard you took a lifetime to construct will start to fall
Far too weak to hold your hands up so you have no guard at all
And the pains so real
Can't explain what it do to me
Always thought it be just... U N ME
I pause for a moment just
Enough to gage my thoughts for a moment plus
I don't feel to talk for a moment
Sat in silence... close off the whole world for a moment just
Let it resonate... let it settle in
Try to understand the situation that we stepping in
Thinking how she told me she the happiest she's ever been
Told me that she loved me and can't wait to wear a wedding ring
That's when confusion started setting in
And then I got to questioning the reason why I let her in?
After all the things you sacrificed to give her what you thought
Was everything she wanted... everything she ever asked me for
Trips abroad... gifts and all the happiness we shared together
There together... side by side for years without a care together
Only couple days ago she told me she'd be there forever
Now like that... our bond snapped and disappeared forever
And maybe it is me
But I can see you changed the way you be
I mean you look the same but notice the respect just ain't the same to me
I mean the person that I loved is not the person that I see
And so that person that I held so personally to me
Don't exist... that's it... It ain't personal with me
Cuz this the worst it could've been I mean I'm looking at you
I can see your heart break right when I'm looking at you
Still you getting angry at the questions that I stood to ask you
Maybe it was me... but I felt it when I stood around you
Lady it was me... who created what was good around you
Maybe you will see now that safety has been took from round you
Crazy to believe
All the talk of a baby when
Instead of asking me you chose to talk to your lady friends
I could not believe you you deemed me so crazy when
You go up and down more times than my razor's edge
Said I was feeling down... so down couldn't raise my head
No longer live in unison... Our song will never play again
And so we move on... so long... what a way to end
Cuz these 3 words we will never get to say again
I thank you for all that you gave to me
Forever will remember all the things you used to say to me
They say we'll reunite if it's meant to be
You said were soul mates so let's wait and see
That's no way to be
Forever I'll remember all the lessoms that ive gained but we
Can never reach that level we were meant to see
So i guess my soul mate... i am yet to meet