Once apon a time I was happy
Now I'm letting out by rapping
Don't mean to be a little sappy
Nintendo switch I'm playing cappy
Hit the music note by tapping
Reminiscing all the days on booting flappy
People drift away I can't call it capping
All my fault sitting here sipping malts
In the rear I wish I would have never caught my friends
That f*ck me over in my brain it made a fault
Give me brain and hope you make me cum a like I taught
Scrolling thru the gram and hating all the bots
Fame is something that you bought
Almost got into a fued wit a lad and fought
Over something stupid I don't think I'm cupid
But I help more people than myself I need to buy me tulips
Idk something newish
Maybe date a girl that's Jewish
Maybe move to Newark
Buy a boat and cruise some ruins
My whole life is ruined
All these women think they justa foolin
Defensive in the head
I tried to hurt myself instead (Of dealing wit emotions)
Getting better everyday I think
Jotting down the rhymes n hoping for the mink
Buy my mom a new kitchen sink
I really care
While I'm smokin air
Sometimes it's too much to bare
Appetite been growing feeling like a munchin yogi bear
Grabbin all the picanics
Securing beats by nick
I feel like I can be a clingy as a tick
Only because im afraid to get the flick
My whole life Is shit
Repetition makes me comfy but it makes me throw a fit
Change and chill n watch the flix
Only 4 times I been really pissed
The messages I hope that you're not dissed
It's not the point of this
I'm hungry for some grits
Don't make me put on ritz
Like the 80s version but a little twist
Flickin skinny wrists
Id prolly chill wit Hades and the Persian
Not 100 I'm 300 but I sure ain't got the girls
Watch the episode the one wit the whirl
Watch the family tree go up in smoke wit Turles
Ain't no alcohol for me it sometimes makes me hurl
Are you ever clear when life will spin you with a twirl
Nevermind I'm jottin in the journal
I can't be forgotten in this world