16 Freestyle Video (MV)

Making a change or changing my ways all my life been raising the stakes
Seven days a week giving flowers in bunches, took 24 just to feel this great
Started off rapping bout the darkest days, if a man don't speak is he ever ok?
Dancing on my own with stilettos and broken bottles, I feel like my mind's been made
And if I switch sides then I swear it's bait
I got best of both like Miley and Hannah but most of my days all I'm seeing is grey
I live so god damn different, I feel new insecurities day by day
And my life still feels like a mission
(Ha Don't do me like that bro)
And I trust in the process day by day but they say what you're going through is just a phase
Set the bar higher and lower your standards, life's like a book so reset the page
Used to think tears were made for a river but when you're lost they're made for a lake
The road that I'm walking feels like a maze and it's still the same things on a different day
And my head's messed up from all of these catfish, can't even lie I'm done with the acting
Online I'm nothing but active, send me round the world like a human atlas
All of my life been battling voices, can't hear now cause they've been held captive
They say I'm the realest around, tryna beat these odds cause I'm hella adaptive
Too real, look
I'm gonna go real here
Calm it down abit, look
Take me back to the days I was happy, Take me back to the days I was laughing
Take me back to a place where I didn't have to fake my emotions, didn't have to shout to get started
Take me back to the days where I'd hang with the team,and never created carnage
But what if I bottled my feelings inside just to see how long I lasted
Take me back to when I was crazy and I wasn't ever broken hearted
I feel like me and my guy are like Jimmy and Jey cause our worlds have always been parted
I'm shooting my shot on a daily basis and really been losing my chances
But I'm so damn low in confidence right now guess I'm the easiest target
Pain in my heart like an arrow from Cupid, I started there I ain't tryna go back
They try to put me down with blackmail and scams but I never give in, man go check my stats
I'm under siege, under attack, like I got a death stare from Aleister Black
All I've been hearing is liven up bro, put a smile on your face you're the man of the match
Take a look into my eyes tell me what do you see, I'd imagine fear and guilt combined at least
It's like I been living a dream, waverley place it ain't all that it seems
I fought off all of my demons and they've been creeping and glass gets shattered like Stone Cold Steve
Austin tagging with Cena,must have forgot we ain't doing a scene
Can't imagine what my life would've been like if I weren't surrounded by all of my G's
Feel like I'm in my element, whipping these bangers I feel like I'm bringing the heat
Chats getting heated, releasing steam, got me a vision now I feel too clean
Couple years back couldn't handle my anger, the best I've been since 2003
From a young boy been stuck up in the hardest times, I've been trapped in a hall like Todrick
Coulda been so open n honest but
Like Catherine Tate man my face ain't bothered, sing like Adele, set fire to the rain
Gotta go back wey, get a winner like Torres, and I swear if luck ain't striking you twice
Then I swear mine would if you struck by a comet
At my best I'm like Kevin Owens
Running through apps like I'm needing a stunner, and I love when I link with my brother
The boys back in town so they taking cover, got all of my energy empty
Breaking the bank like I'm losing my colours, and most of my life been blue vs red
Like Chelsea facing the Gunners
And they must have done thought I was sus,Cause I hang with the girls more days than I do with the guys
Been living a life of lies and secrets piling on the inside
Got pictures up on my wall, got me reminiscing memories I ain't gonna get back
End of an era or the last one left, past two years I've been back on track
They say that rap ain't for me, and they say that the rap won't work
But if you think this chapter's the start and the end of the story, you know I ain't done with the hurt
I been writing from every angle, you ain't gotta look at my life and search
Been loving my life but living a lie, it was me that you heard it first
I'm done