Brooklane - Sucker Lyrics

These days I feel so numb
The back of my mind never shuts off
Thinking about the nights when we would lay around and watch the stars
There's a heaviness in my chest
That'll never be laid to rest
As long as I'm living you'll be in my heart

I'm a sucker for f*cking up at the worst moment
Cause I've done that a time or two before
I'm a sucker for letting my guard down just to lose you
I'm always left with wanting more

Is it you, or is it me?
We were never meant to be
I think it's best if you stay long gone
I swear to god I've been holding on too long
Don't wanna jump on board again for a let down
(You let me down again)

You wanted so much more than anyone could ever give you
I've played your games before but not this time
I miss my friends back home
The same ones you hated all this time
I lost myself, I've never felt so alone

I'm a sucker for f*cking up at the worst moment
Cause I've done that a time or two before
I'm a sucker for letting my guard down just to lose you
I'm always left with wanting more

Is it you, or is it me?
We were never meant to be
I think it's best if you stay long gone
I swear to god, I've been holding on too long
Don't wanna jump on board again for a let down

I guess I'm better off dead because you got in my head
Now I'm a victim of no self control
I did my best to move on but you keep hanging on
You know you just weren't the one for me

Is it you, or is it me?
We were never meant to be
I think it's best if you stay long gone

Is it you, or is it me?
We were never meant to be
I think it's best if you stay long gone
I swear to god, I've been holding on too long
Don't wanna jump on board again for a let down

I'm always left with wanting more