Bryll - New York Lyrics

Why everyone I trust the most the ones that hurt me
Why everyone that I expect to stay desert me
Why when we kiss I feel the world stop turning
Why when you leave I feel my heart start hurting
Why when I'm with you girl the feelings feel mutual
Then I hear you doing things I'll never to do you
Why can't you text or call how usually do
You prolly out doing things that you used to do
You broke my heart the first time girl I trusted you
Then I took you back because I have the love for you
Now I'm back feeling like the trust ain't for me and you
But it sucks cuz there's no trust without us
And there's no us without you so I don't what to do
So I'm texting all these bitches saying "you should come thru"
I'm Telling hella lies when I believe in the truth
Because you told me all them lies when I believed in you

It was like we were together for like a while let's just say a while
And she would tell me all these lies I didn't know were lies
Until my brother would come up to me and be like yo chick did this or she did that
She's cheating on you whatever and I believed it but I stayed with her
And I stayed with her because I saw the potential she had to be phenomenal

And girl I see you could be great
If you'd stop staying out late
And hanging with all these fakes
Thinking you only live once so who cares about your fate
Or a date
Or the hate
Or mistakes
Or the state of your mind
So you find
All the time
In the world
To smoke a dime
For the night
With your girls
But it's time
To realize
Girl you're a pearl
And that life
Of getting high
Is not your world
That life of getting high that's not your world

She was the first girl to ever break my heart
But she was also the only girl I loved as much as I did before that heartbreak
She was the one that showed me Love is like milk
It can be poison to some people and life for others
Everyone told me she was poison to me and to let her go but I believed in us

And BabyGirl they say our love is like maybe and our feelings is real shady
Then in time you with somebody in the cut
They say it's crazy how I still call you my baby
And I treat you like a lady watch in time you'll find somebody else to f*ck
They saying bryl you way to wavy and this hoe is way too shakey
And then I found that in time you'll be lying breaking trust
But I still keep fighting daily telling you these people shady
Yet in time you showing me that you really just not in love

So after all that heartbreak after everything maybe that's the conclusion
Maybe we're just not in love because all the lies all the heartbreak this can't be love