In the day I use my pain to push away what's deep inside
So in a way I know this change is just a phase, I'll be alright
Everyday, I'm in my head
Nothing is fine, I'm not ok
I sit and wonder now to figure out
Why I didn't take a different route
Why I listen to the hate and doubt
I guess it's just a phase I'm living now
But you can take a single look in they eye
And once you realize it's all a game you gon' be ashamed
You can make a single every night
But once you sign your f*cking name your life is owed to them
It's a lock and key with a shopping spree
Stop and see what it really means to love a human being
How could i describe it when you lose a life
How would you decide to live if you could die
In the day I use my pain to push away what's deep inside
So in a way I know this change is just a phase, I'll be alright
Everyday, I'm in my head
Nothing is fine, I'm not ok
