Buzzwords - Oh Well, I Tried My Best Lyrics

Conversations with the holy ghost
I was taught that I should never boast
Now I feel like I am too far gone
I've been at this for way too long
I tried to take the next logical step
Lost my footing, I failed your test
Tried to sink my teeth into the flesh
I give up, oh well I tried my best

Conversations with the devil
I lost touch when I started to settle
Down to the core I feel rotten at best
I am frustrated and way too stressed
Out of my mind, quickly running out of time
And sick of telling myself that everything is fine
But you can tell me that if you feel so inclined
And I won't get mad oh no not this time
Seems like no matter how hard I strive
It's not enough to feel fully alive