Bw - Goliath Lyrics

I'ma be honest, I haven't prayed in a while
Been facing my giants like David and Goliath
Been tryna do it, just us, breaking alliance
But we haven't done it justice
What a waste of a trial
No, my giant's not confined to Elah hills
He's prancing all in my home
While I'm writing, all the nights
In office, class, I can't forget his tone
He brings the bills I can't afford
The grades I can't support
Whisky that I can't resist as if I'm in withdrawals
The pictures that I can't refuse of insta-graphic porn
Career I can't escape no matter where I feel I'm called
A past I cannot shake; to face the future, I'm a fraud
I say that my Goliath's dead, but I still hear him roar
Ay
Lucado had thought
Reflecting and think it's a really good point
Think of the blood and the winning it bought
I'm sick of addiction and feeling ignored
Sick of their power I need to endure
Sick of their teaching, the meeting adjourned
Sick of the bleeding, the leaching the legion of fallen
I'm sick of them feeding on me cause they're bored
Sick of the fighting and never abiding in things that are holy and meant to be pure
I'm sick of ignoring the words of importance when spoken upon me I'm falling and need to be caught
Falling and falling, I'm speeding toward
Death but I'm fine, give me more
Emotionally reeling I'm never appealing, I'm constantly feeling I'm dropping the ball
But it's not mine to keep hold of
Not you, I mean I'm in my corner
Not my night tonight I might fall off
Looking quite feisty like I'll bite your love
And eat it all up
I need to be beating, competing or not
It's Jesus that took all my giants down, I can finally bow like I'm proud of myself
But luckily victory's not for me
Thinking I'm fit to please your moulding
Missed that misdemeanour's calling
Making me wish to be appalling
Singing that mystery I'm all in
Signing off, feature freeze my bawling
Drums out, beat the keys without warning
The come-out needs to be God's story
Yahweh doesn't save us just to save us, it's to His glory
Not all things happen for a reason, but He can restore it
He can make a reason out of all things, if I wouldn't get all in the way, and give my giants the victory
Huh
The purpose of David's victory is not just defeat for the Philistines or to save Israel from the worst in me so they can stop taking it all personally, nah
That's a bonus
It is result of God's Godness
But the point of the story is to show that the glory, to the world, is the Father's
The intent is to make it all clear, yet again, that human warfare conventions is not how God invents all the miracles here
He saves in his own inscrutable ways
Like Brueggermann says, beginning in prayer
So go with what God says, confident content
Take a break, time out, ask what He got next
And follow that, how bout that for a concept, huh?
Being honest, haven't prayed in a while
Been facing my giants like David and Goliath
Been tryna do it, just us, breaking alliance
But we haven't done it justice
What a waste of a trial