Trust Issues Video (MV)

It's like depression is apart of me
I joke around so I don't show it
Put my family first with a smile so they don't notice
I can paint a picture into song I know you see it
But hate inside your heart will stop you from believing
Like Why don't you believe me?
Or Are you gonna leave me?
Just some questions I struggle with on the daily
Broken mirrors staring back am I really going crazy
It's scary
How experience can change a person
Only a few can see right thru and feel you really hurtin
The thought of losing everything before they close the curtain
When they pronounce me dead on paper are they really certain
(Nah)
I put my soul in every song so when it plays I'm still alive
This the reason why you feel the vybe
You chillin in the ride or
When you blast this shit outside
Or When you inside wearing sweats sipping on some fine wine
Mood
Its like they locked me in a metal cage
Operator to this frosty Warframe
I know you wanna get into my head and spread all the lies
I know you wanna figure out the way Im feeling inside
I know you want the trust but I'd rather be not forgotten
Remember I had no options
I'm dealing with all these problems
Damn
It's like we got no other choice
You cave into the pressure
Being lead by your own voice