.Bxn.Smith. - Reminiscing Lyrics

When something's missing I'm reminiscing
Still existing but not dismissing
Where were you at when I needed you?
All I go is a one-way ticket to
Reality's regret reminiscing in the past
Failed every mission that we had to make it last
Everlasting is what I thought we had
Spoiled milk left out and then got bad
Promises left lay on the countertop
Wrong ways to say I can't count or stop
Take the countertop and then counter that
With the hate that I'd say I wanted back
And the lead that then was fired
At my head with the firearm of lies were
Reasoning left behind to explain
Every last reason time took you away

We would play pretend now fun's a carjack
Now fun is the reason our lungs are black
We would walk home from Draper with our backpacks
Hate to say it now but I'd like to go back
Any exception now is arbitrary
Our obligations met the contrary
Hard to make it out when the truth is glaring
Where we left those days and where they're buried
Just writing about the past nothing to do here
'Cause thinking about the past won't change the future
So you live life with whatever you're doing
I hope that it was a pleasure to have knew me
Too worried about a dollar now get the pay
No time or motivation to make it okay
When I see you again I'll have nothing to say
All the more reason time took you away
(Remember)
(Remember)