Nineteen Video (MV)

No one remembered my birthday
Woke up too early this morning
Not even to a text or a hi
From all the rest Of my friends
It's kinda sad, these days keeps getting bad
But I'm not mad
March 21st hasn't been cool
Ever Since I graduated high school
I'm ashamed of who I am and I hate who I was
Maybe I can change cause

I'm Nineteen If i get any older though
I might scream
I hate it when I'm sober
Cause I need
Everyone here around me

You held me while cried for the first time in a long time
And Sometimes I still miss the backseat of your car
Didn't wanna move on and I'm still a little hurt
Not because you're gone but you treated me like dirt
So I got some people that I like to miss
And I'll keep it that way cause they don't deserve this
And I don't give f*ck there is nothing to fix
I don't have any friends so I just reminisce
On my good days and my bad days
I'm not smart I don't show my age
How many more birthdays do I have anyway?
Hopefully one more Happy birthday to me

I'm Nineteen If i get any older though
I might scream
I hate it when I'm sober
Cause I need
Everyone here around me

Last night I called your phone
I just felt way too alone and I said hello
It's me, are you there for me?
Are you there for me? Hello
Last night I was lost at home
Wish I had you all night long
So baby hello It's me
Are you there for me?
Are you there for me? Hello