Cabin Boys - It's a Start Lyrics

I've never been arrested but I've had a couple close calls
You told me you were leaving and it put me in a free fall
I had too many drinks and put my fist into the dry wall
But nothing hits as hard as knowing nothing really lasts that long
Oh, I'm finally picking up the pieces of my heart
I'm finally moving through the shadows in the dark
I know I haven't really made it very far, but it's a start
I heard you called my sister hoping she could maybe talk me down
I was a dead man walking, I was living in a ghost town
It's all a little fuzzy man I hope I didn't freak you out
I guess it doesn't matter now I know you're never coming around
Oh, I'm finally picking up the pieces of my heart
I'm finally moving through the shadows in the dark
I know I haven't really made it very far, but it's a start