October Video (MV)

Yeah, I know you ain't no good for me
But I wonder if you think of me
Do I cross your mind when shit hard mentally and physically
Thinking bout the times and all our memories
I swear I'm not your enemy
They ask me why i'm tired
They ask me why i'm fed up with shit
My sister running track but she ain't running from shit
Im praying to my to god hoping he hearing this shit
Have problems with myself so now I gotta get rich
Been going through the rain
Been fighting all this pressure
On the phone with Jalynn
I should've never met her
I wish she seen a better me
There go that boy they say he back again
Brodii lost it all so now he getting back to trafficking
Told me you was gonna ride forever like what's happening
Told me you was gonna ride for me like what's happening
But I got up and I did just what I had to do
Want you in my life so now I gotta find another you
Trying hard at searching but im fate in life is coming true
I don't know what else to do
The girl i wish i never knew
I know you ain't no good for me
But I wonder if you think of me
Do I cross your mind when shit hard mentally and physically
Thinking bout the times and our memories
I swear I'm not your enemy
You not the problem I know it was me
Cheated on you bad but I still wonder what you see in me
Told you bout my music and you said that you believe in me
You one of my reasons gotta make it for my family
Got back with you wasn't thinking right
Every other night I had you stressing tryna fuss and fight
See you walking down the isle you pretty and you dressed in white
If you ever hear this song I wish I could make it right
Im writing now but I ain't shed a tear
When you moved to Tennessee was wishing you was only here
Told me bout your situations acting like I didn't care
Remember everything you told me promise and I even swear
Said you done and then you ran away
Fussing down the street after you birthday and you made me stay
Never meant to treat you wrong i'm knowing they can't take you place
Admitting all my wrongs all in these songs won't take the pain away
But I Gotta go hard that's what I have to do
I can never fine nobody like you cause it's only you
All the karma in my life is how I f*cking treated you
Every night I think of you the girl I wish I never knew
I know you ain't no good for me
But I wonder if you think of me
Do I cross your mind when shit hard mentally and physically
Thinking bout the times and all our memories
I swear I'm not your enemy