calisjams - venus and mercury Lyrics

Best friends fall apart
Isn't that how all of those stories start?
It was so black and blue
As the earth grew and torn in two
Thumbs up held high
Didn't you see how much I tried?
Yet your chemicals and pills were overdue
And the memories of us faded into few
So there were the words
"I love you"
Well I got better ones
"F*ck you"
I don't know how to feel right now
No I don't know how to feel right now
Because you broke away from all
The positivity you once had
You were such a bold girl
Who took a chance to paint the world
But now you're dubious food
Dubious and rude
There's only so much I can handle
But not the promises you blew out
Like broken candles
And I knew your fire was original
But your bullshit became typical
So you took advantage of the safety within me
So I said you were so beautiful
Like Venus
But now you're bleeding in airless
Mercury
Oooo I kept your dead lavender flowers
For far too long
But I still have your eyeless painting
On my wall
So go off! Torture yourself!
Lie to me!
Saying that you found the one
Amidst the problems that he caused
Rev up the engines
Get angry and look at me
Oh look at me
I dare you to do so
Because I know you used to love me so
Love me so