CALLDND - Recognize Lyrics

Look
I had to go to go and collect my thoughts
I had to back up and see who I really got
My life might not be together, but I got God
It's all as planned even if it all looks so wrong
What you trying to do? What you trying to say?
My feelings aren't just something you can throw away
What am I talking about you'll do it anyway
My life is not just apart of some stupid game
We not playing chess we not playing some checkers
I don't play no games because of all the pressure
Am I really in the back changing every scene?
Do I even know who I'm really trying to be?
I had to recognize, who I am
This is to the friends, that I used to have
I had to recognize, who I am
I changed my whole life just to stay out your plan
I went away but I had my reasons
Nothing to say I just need my big break
Didn't get lucky, I won my sweepstakes
Never gave up through the different seasons yeah
Yeah and I know it gets tough
And I know it gets rough
But just now that you are enough
You should know that, you're enough
I should know that, I'm enough
I should recognize, we should recognize
That we're enough, that we're enough yeah
I had to recognize, who I am
This is to the friends, that I used to have
I had to recognize, who I am
I changed my whole life just to stay out your plan