Cameron Joseph Edwards - Patterns Lyrics

(I've made peace)
Yeah
(If I leave this earth I won't be sad)
(I forgot how it felt to laugh)
)I need you that's the way I'm happy)
(Yeah)
(But can I break these habits that I have)
(Can I break em all?)
(Can I break these patterns?)
(Yeah)
(Uh)
I've made peace (yeah)
If I leave this earth I won't be sad
I forgot how it felt to laugh
I need you cause you make me happy
(Yeah)
But can I break these habits that I have
Can I break em all?
Can I break these patterns?
Yeah
The question is, can I balance my mental state?
I have some dreams, I hope the kid in me doesn't slip away
I need some time with thoughts, cause I been acting on action (yeah)
Need to work on hearing them, without being so reactive
When I was a kid I thought a lot of dreams could maybe happen
But the fact is, a lot of them can crash and burn
Want to be a famous rapper, but the more I try, I hurt
Leave me here all by myself, okay it's not the first
Time, I done this
Sit all by myself and rediscover what I done it's
Flash drives full of songs, laptop sums it up
All these streams without a record labels love (yeah)
And I don't need approval from yall if I've leveled up
I've got a woman who's a goddess
Even there, I'm being modest
I need me a new deposit
Talking lot of zero's and you know with a lot of commas
I been out here feeling solace
Peace to me is just progress
(Whoo!)
I've made peace
If I leave this earth I won't be sad
I forgot how it felt to laugh
I need you cause you make me happy
(Yeah)
But can I break these habits that I have
Can I break em all?
Can I break these patterns?
(Mmm-mm-mmm)
Yeah
Hey Cam, I don't think you can (why?)
Hey Cam, I don't think you can (whatever)
Hey Cam, I don't think you can (why?)
Hey Cam, I don't think you can (I don't care what you think)
Hey Cam, I don't think you can (I don't really care)
Hey Cam, I don't think you can (I'm gon' do it anyways)
Hey Cam, I don't think you can
(Haha)