Since I recovered
Life been a little different for me
Started mending the pieces of me
That I left behind
I try to remind
Myself that I'm more than I thought I could be
The man in the mirror work harder than me
I feel like I'm failing
Believe that I'm praying
My past and my future are foreign to me
The pressure to fake my identity
Starting to weigh on me more than it should
Think back to the boy that I was
I'm sorry, I really did all that I could
I'm walking on water
Don't follow my steps
I'm starting to drown
I'm out of my depth
Thought letting you go was the choice at the time
Now I'm chasing what I left behind
We haven't spoke in a minute
Guess I'm reaching my limits too
Told you that all was forgiven
My demeanor is living proof
I want you to tell me it's fine
That you can remember the time
You said you'd always be there for me
Well
I saw the signs when we
Started declining
I'm gone be fine with it
But I'd be better with you
I saw the signs when we
Started declining
I'm gone be fine with it
But I'd be better with you
Gave up my youth to contribute to home
Part of a past that I never lived
Struggle accepting the love that I'm shown
It's easier speaking on love that I give
Forgive the way I behaved
Prayer did a whole lot of change
There's beauty in growth
All that remains is placing the blame
On past or the present
It's probably both
Was a kid from the south
Just trynna figure things out
And I hate I had to do it on my own
Clipped my doubts
16 years on the route
My destinations postponed
I lost inner child, I lost inner peace
I lost happiness and I struggled with grief
I held onto soul and held onto hope
I held onto you and let go of the rope
We haven't spoke in a minute
Guess I'm reaching my limits too
Told you that all was forgiven
My demeanor is living proof
I want you to tell me it's fine
That you can remember the time
You said you'd always be there for me
Well
I saw the signs when we
Started declining
I'm gone be fine with it
But I'd be better with you
I saw the signs when we
Started declining
I'm gone be fine with it
But I'd be better with you
Life is better with you
It's better with you
Life is better with you
I saw the signs when we
Started declining
I'm gone be fine with it
But I'd be better with you
I saw the signs when we
Started declining
I'm gone be fine with it
But I'd be better with you
I saw the signs when we
Started declining
I'm gone be fine with it
But I'd be better with you
I saw the signs when we
Started declining
I'm gone be fine with it
But I'd be better with you