Dear Mama Video (MV)

I'm doing my best to try and make it
All the advice that I've taken
This just a letter so I'll say
Dear mama
Dear mama
All the mistakes that I'm making
Things in my life have been changing
This just a letter so I'll say
Dear mama
Dear mama
First off I just wanna tell you that I'm
Sorry for the things I did back when I
Was young and stupid making decisions that I'd regret
Impulsive actions I never thought that would affect
My future, I'm planning it out
Dropping records till the day I am the head of my house
Many conversations
I had reservations,
Know you want the best but I fear the situation
You presented cause I'm gifted
Things I haven't seen
Scared that if I jump then I'd fall out of my dreams
Wiped the slate clean
Let my lights beam
Working on my thriller so I rock my Billie genes
Know you didn't like it when I said I wanna rap
Decided that I had to try to make it ASAP
Haven't reached my peak but I'm bout to close the gap
Life is way better knowing that you got my back
I'm doing my best to try and make it
All the advice that I've taken
This just a letter so I'll say
Dear mama
Dear mama
All the mistakes that I'm making
Things in my life have been changing
This just a letter so I'll say
Dear mama
Dear mama
Promises I made, that I plan to keep
Pressure creeping in reasons why I try to sleep
See glimpses, call it deja vu
Wake up with a plan, gotta make it come true
Postpartum
Depression came in waves
Slave to your mind but I'm proud you overcame
Though you felt shame, never let it hold you back
Then you finally beat it, family watched you bounce back
9/17 back at 981
For your birthday, got your one and only son
Thought I'd let you down cause I ditched the planned run
Ten years later now you got a Prezi son
Anything you need I would do it no issue
Know you're proud of me
Know you're gonna need a tissue
But I'm proud of you and of all that you achieved
Wishing you could live forever as I'm praying on my knees
I'm doing my best to try and make it
All the advice that I've taken
This just a letter so I'll say
Dear mama
Dear mama
All the mistakes that I'm making
Things in my life have been changing
This just a letter so I'll say
Dear mama
Dear mama
I'm doing my best to try and make it
All the advice that I've taken
This just a letter so I'll say
Dear mama
Dear mama
All the mistakes that I'm making
Things in my life have been changing
This just a letter so I'll say
Dear mama
Dear mama
I'm doing my best to try and make it
All the advice that I've taken
This just a letter so I'll say
Dear mama
Dear mama
All the mistakes that I'm making
Things in my life have been changing
This just a letter so I'll say
Dear mama
Dear mama