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I don't know how I don't know why
I can't relax for a second
Look to God and I ask him why
I'm always stressing
I want to relax and enjoy my time
I want to explore another side of mine
I'm the only one that can dull my shine
I wanna take a break from this life of mine

Still haven't figured out how to be lazy
I hear opinions I never let em phase me
Never understood not a single motivation
Asked me on his deathbed I accept no hesitation
Fast forward and I died too
Was brought back deep breath got a clear view
Distorted by tears
Can't sleep cause I'm having trouble facing my fears
I can't relax cause I feel I was robbed of my years
Head down work harder been ignoring the cheers
Ain't took time to smell the roses with the people that were closest
I keep a good facade but I know my mother notice when I'm stressed out
I don't know how to relax or kickback
Wanna work no pats on the back
My recognition gonna come when I switch where I'm at
And right now it's as simple as that

I don't know how I don't know why
I can't relax for a second
Look to God and I ask him why
I'm always stressing
I want to relax and enjoy my time
I want to explore another side of mine
I'm the only one that can dull my shine
I wanna take a break from this life of mine

If I'm being honest it's some trauma that I'm dealing with
I wanted praise and I know I wasn't given it
Thank you, Annie, know we talk about it regularly
I remember everything you ever said to me
Though I understood that don't mean I let it go
Too much on his plate so I never let him know
That it bothered me the lack of conversation
Set my mind to it I don't need congratulation
Lies told just to make peace
Hard work unnoticed so I cried to sleep
And woke, repeated and repeated again
Guess I thought if I kept trying I'd eventually win
How many years done past
Now we closing on ten
Workaholic to the point I'm neglecting my friends
Overwriting to the point that I'm drying my pens
I'm not lazy but I feel like why I work is a sin

I don't know how I don't know why
I can't relax for a second
Look to God and I ask him why
I'm always stressing
I want to relax and enjoy my time
I want to explore another side of mine
I'm the only one that can dull my shine
I wanna take a break from this life of mine