Cameron Scott Watson - Demons Lyrics

Hope burned away
I'm finding it hard to get myself up out the bed today
And oh, I wish I could
Feel that little part of me that always finds the good
But the summer skies are coming in grey to me
Optimism softly it fades
Connecting only feels like a memory
Pain comes in crashing like waves

And I've got demons in my mind
Telling me don't try no more
It's just a waste of time
And I've got demons holding me down
I feel I've lost the grace to face them
No fight left in me now

Yeah I miss my friends
I miss having a home
I miss feeling like a kid
I never used to be alone
Was there ever any truth in any of this
Was there every really blue sky
Or love behind a kiss
Cuz I'm wondering if maybe this is just meant to be
How far can I go on pushing fate
Did I ever really stand a chance anyway
Don't know how much more I can take

And I've got demons in my mind
Telling me don't try no more
It's just a waste of time
And I've got demons holding me down
I feel I've lost the grace to face them
No fight left in me now