Cameron Whitcomb - Options Lyrics

Is it a relapse if it's just a drink?
A picture perfect party full of friends I used to keep
My favorite vices I used to need
Lined up on the countertop and they're calling out to me

Would I still survive it, or have I lost my edge?
You're never quite alive as when you're shaking hands with death
Would I still remember how to lose my mind?
Oh, I'd like to think I might

I won't, but I could pull that bottle off that shelf
It helps me cope knowing I could be that version of myself
Could disappear for a week, for a month, for a year
Wake up at home or in a coffin
It's nice to know I've got options

Oh, I can hear that quiet knock
I open up the door I could've swore I triple locked
Invite my skeletons to come on in, with their hollow eyes and that awful itch
And we're chewing through the air to tell a story

Would I still survive it, or have I lost my edge?
You're never quite alive as when you're shaking hands with death
Would I still remember how to lose my mind?
Well, I might just give it a try

I won't, but I could pull that bottle off that shelf
It helps me cope knowing I could be that version of myself
Could disappear for a week, for a month, for a year
Wake up at home or in a coffin
It's nice to know I've got options, I've got options

Long as that devil on my shoulder and my angel keep talking
I've got options, oh, I've got options
Long as my hell ain't frozen over, oh, it's nice to know

I won't, but I could pull that bottle off that shelf
It helps me cope knowing I could be that version of myself
Could disappear for a week, for a month, for a year
Wake up at home or in a coffin
It's nice to know

That I won't, but I could pull that bottle off that shelf
It helps me cope knowing I could be that version of myself
I'll disappear for a week, for a month, for a year
Wake up at home or in a coffin
It's nice to know I've got options