Is it a relapse if it's just a drink?
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A picture perfect party full of friends I used to keep
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My favourite vices I used to need
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Are lined up on the countertop, and they're calling out to me
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Would I still survive it, or have I lost my edge?
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You're never quite alive as when you're shaking hands with death
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Would I still remember how to lose my mind?
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Oh, I'd like to think I might
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I won't, but I could pull that bottle off that shelf
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It helps me cope knowing I could be that version of myself
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Could disappear for a week, for a month, for a year
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Wake up at home or in a coffin
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It's nice to know I got options
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Oh, I can hear that quiet knock
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I open up the door I could've swore I triple locked
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Invite my skeletons to come on in, with their hollow eyes and that awful itch
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And we're chewing through the air to tell a story
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Would I still survive it, or have I lost my edge?
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You're never quite alive as when you're shaking hands with death
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Would I still remember how to lose my mind?
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Well, I might just give it a try
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I won't, but I could pull that bottle off that shelf
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It helps me cope knowing I could be that version of myself
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Could disappear for a week, for a month, for a year
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Wake up at home or in a coffin
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It's nice to know I got options
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Oh, I got options
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Long as that devil on my shoulder and my angel keep talking
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I got options
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Oh, I got options
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Long as my hell ain't frozen over, oh, it's nice to know
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I won't, but I could pull that bottle off that shelf
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It helps me cope knowing I could be that version of myself
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Could disappear for a week, for a month, for a year
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Wake up at home or in a coffin
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It's nice to know
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That I won't, but I could pull that bottle off that shelf
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It helps me cope knowing I could be that version of myself
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I'll disappear for a week, for a month, for a year
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Wake up at home or in a coffin
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It's nice to know I got options
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