Canyons - Because I Make It My Duty Lyrics

Because of something I can't take back I might should watch...
Because of something I can't take back
I should shut up
I should watch what comes out of my mouth...
I like my words to portray how I feel, but
Somehow this still feels so f*cked up
I'm lost
When I see sadness, when I see grief, it puts me in a place
I'd rather not be
When I've no control
When I'm grovelling and "this is not your fault" I'll keep hearing.
"This is not your fault" they will say"
This is not your fault" I'll keep hearing
"This is not your fault"
They'll say to me... knowing all along my actions were a thief
And now we're reacting in disbelief
The start of this year, was too good to me
I could tell its no longer, a beginning
How could so much go wrong, in a month and a week?
Watch it all pile up
Right when you get busy
Can't you see we all lose, when we're knocked off our feet
Look what has happened to make us believe