Carla - for a lie Lyrics

It's been a couple of months
Do you even recall?
Dancing through the night from summer to fall
Summer to fall
And every last sip
That I take from my cup
Takes me back to the day you gave up
Gave up on us
Dried the flowers in my room
Remind me of what we went through
It's been so long, god I need to move on
Every time I get away
You pull me in drive me insane
It's getting dark with the lights on
I hate that you've been so fine
While i'm making a mess of my life
And I've tried, I've tried
To bend and break for a lie
A lie
Truth is my brain tried to rewind
Mentally return to before you and I
And I've tried, I've tried
To hide it and swallow my pride
My pride
I've been counting sheep
Until I start seeing you
I get a little colder and wake up all blue
All blue
And the stars are sending me signs
So I keep hitting rewind
And flipping through the script of our love
And the moments lost in time
Maybe in a different life
We never fell apart, I
Dried the flowers in my room
Remind me of what we went through
It's been so long, god I need to move on
Everytime I get away
You pull me in drive me insane
It's getting dark with the lights on
I hate that you've been so fine
While i'm making a mess of my life
And I've tried, I've tried
To bend and break for a lie
A lie
Truth is my brain tried to rewind
Mentally return to before you and I
And I've tried, I've tried
To hide it and swallow my pride
My pride
Dried the flowers in my room
Remind me of what we went through
It's been so long, god I need to move on
Everytime I get away
You pull me in drive me insane
It's getting dark with the lights on
I hate that you've been so fine
While I'm making a mess of my life
And I've tried, I've tried
To bend and break for a lie
A lie