Carla the Poet - Continue Lyrics

Man adulting is a pain, I'm trying to save my mental from insane
Guess the pain never left me now it's weighing on my brain, got to change
And it ain't got nothing to do with age
So to say that we're different is a mission cause our days is the same
I'm trying to find new ways to reclaim
Carpe diem is the vision, is you seeing what I'm hearing
Got to feed 'em out the kitchen, cooking truth up out my spirit now I'm empty
Seeking the silence because I'm shifting again

And I'm just trying to figure out what's going on within
Been lost in the sauce and now I'm burning up the pan
I'm trying to get the win
The chicken for the din'
I got to get it in yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Charging fifty for a feature, one hundred for the beats
Putting ninety on my meter my engine might blow next week
Down payment on my dentures, I'm only spitting heat
Flowing over the burner that's how I cook up my feast
Charging twenty for a call, man my mental need to breathe
Females hunting me down with all these problems I don't need
Only coming around when they acting out of greed
I just find it astounding, take the piss out of me
Still loving on the
It's been about a year of letting go that's kinda scary
Still searching seeking hope that I let go before I marry
Addressing all my problems that's evolving kinda daring
I know that I'ma solve em, no more wildin'
Need a teacher, gone with the wind kinda lost up in the ether
Damn can I vent?
I'm trying to run I need a visa, trying to make my ends meet me halfway
Pathways may never ever cross again, I'm tired of making friends

And I'm just trying to figure out what's going on within
Been lost in the sauce and now I'm burning up the pan
I'm trying to get the win
The chicken for the din'
I got to get it in yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah