Carlay - choking Lyrics

I'm not the one to say
Something I'll regret
Choking on the words
Stuck in my head
Silly little fights
Scars under the bite
All the things you said
Are the reasons I'll wear more red

It's over
Said that same shit in October
We'll talk again when you are sober
And maybe I'll say what I want
Months older
The vibe is kind of different
Cold shoulder
We'll talk again when I am sober

Oh I love it
This, the best part
When it's silent
Walking to a restaurant
Like everybody
Pretend we're like them
I'll bite my tongue for that front

Oh I love it
This, the best part
When it's silent
Hear you chest it beats hard
But you'll never say what you want

Da da da da da
Da da da da da
Da da da da da

Sheets on the floor
Sunshine out the door
I've been here before
The peace before war
What we doing here?
Are you really happy here?

Forty-two seconds of hell
On the streets right outside the hotel
I lost that knife fight guess oh well
The morning full of elevator bells

'Til it's over
Said that same shit in October
We'll talk again when you are sober
And maybe I'll say what I want
It's over
The vibe is kind of different
Cold shoulder
We'll talk again when I am sober

Oh I love it
This, the best part
When it's silent
Walking to a restaurant
Like everybody
Pretend we're like them
I'll bite my tongue for that front

Oh I love it
This, the best part
When it's silent
Hear you chest it beats hard
Did you really say what you wanted to say?

Did you ever say what you wanted?
'Cuz I never said what I wanted