Carlzvt - Midnight Melodyz Lyrics

I been trying to leave rap alone; but that shit ain't been letting me go
Something keeps calling me back to the music; I think I can do this, but do I still want it?

Stuck in the moments I couldn't catch

Reaching for someone to save me cause I didn't have any air in my chest
I talk to the moon but the moon hasn't answered me back...

I wish you could feel what I've felt; the loneliness takes me to places that I couldn't go
Yeah, I like to feel alone; sometimes
I stay up by myself; sometimes
I'm dancing with all of my demons I wish they would leave me alone
I'm talking to people & I think that people are losing themselves in the world
Oh what a world, yeah

Put a little bit of faith inside of me I promise I could make a bigger change
I can see the bigger picture; always had a vision I was meant for bigger things
I feel like I just woke up again; pressure been calling my phone again
Opening up my consciousness; I put all my trust in this universe

Poetry; I give you all of me
I been glancing off the rooftop
Try to say that I'm not afraid
But I'm scared as f*ck that I'll fall off

Any day could be my last day; so I ain't living life like I got time
And any moment feels like all we had until we understand that we are 'time'

Switching everything inside of me cause my other side just died again
I hope you find your solitude; always wanna make the mountains move

Always thought I had 'a lot to prove' until I understood it was a 'lot to lose'
I ain't looking through the rear view; tryna focus on a clear view

So take all my words & than burn em if you do not think that I'm searching for purpose
I'm kind of okay but I better keep working cause this shit is hurting in so many ways

Look in my eyes & than tell me that you do not see all the pain I've been hiding behind
All of the Art & all of the smiles; all of my poems have been risen to Life

Stuck in the moments I couldn't catch

Reaching for someone to save me cause I didn't have any air in my chest
I talk to the moon but the moon hasn't answered me back...

Yeah, guess I gotta a bigger purpose don't I
I been glancing off the rooftops
Take a look at them pretty lights
I like to feel alone; sometimes

Put a little bit of faith inside of me I promise I could make a bigger change
I can see the bigger picture; always had a vision I was meant for bigger things
I feel like I just woke up again; pressure been calling my phone again
Opening up my consciousness; I put all my trust in this universe