SAD IN STATE 48 Video (MV)

Nothing but a memory for breakfast
I have lost count of the minutes and the hours I have been without you
And it breaks my heart
Every
Single
F*cking day
And it scares me
And it frightens me the thought of losing you
Going out without you is not the same
I'am lonely in state forty eight
I smile on the outside
But I'am broken and unspoken on the inside
And you must be wondering
What does loneliness smell like ?
It smells like fear
Like pain
Like drowning in the middle of the ocean
Like tears in my soul
Like dark poison
Nothing but a cold morning
No kisses
No cuddles
No coffee for two
Only emptiness and dark shadows in my room
Silent Friday nights
No wine for two
No couple dates
No movie nights
No Netflix and chill
No mini fights
And I must say
The Golden State
Isn't as golden
As they say