Carolina Chris & Maserati Ike - True Story Lyrics

Thank you all for joining me on this journey we about to go on
Here's you a nonfiction book open it up to chapter one
Carolina Chris and Maserati Ike True Story

I been grinding all my life trying not to struggle
Dealt with some trouble but it's part of the jungle
Walking in the rain see my pain in the puddles
Trying to figure out life pick up pieces to the puzzle
A lot dark times but there's light in the tunnel
Past shit in my life just made me more humble
People go to changing like my momma and my uncles
I push women away cause I was scared to be a couple

I got these roller coasters of life they just up and down
It's 5:30am both feet just touched the ground
Feeling like I got insomnia but I'm just up and at it
Sipping on promethazine I'm feeling like an addict
This world really wicked it's just filled with faggots
That might sound offensive but it's the first amendment
Depression in my mind only god can hack it
Something about the green I just love to stack it

I think about life it's a blessing where I'm at
All praise be to god he gave me good when it's bad
Been working on my heart forgave some people in my past
If you ever changed I'm sorry we ain't last

Nobody's had my back except for my brother
I'm sorry about your mother I know it's a struggle
My mother always loved you like you her son
We brothers till the end or until I hit the dust

I been grinding all my life trying not to struggle
Dealt with some trouble but it's part of the jungle
Walking in the rain see my pain in the puddles
Trying to figure out life pick up pieces to the puzzle
A lot dark times but there's light in the tunnel
Past shit in my life just made me more humble
People go to changing like my momma and my uncles
I push women away cause I was scared to be a couple

I'm having flashbacks I use to walk around pissed
This girl got mad I would talk to my sis about buying her gifts
So I had to dip I ain't got time for that shit
Checking the watch on my wrist
Fast forward 2020 but lately I been thinking that nobody loves me
Point fingers in public every time that I fail
They think that I'm disgusting but I just keep pushing till the end of the tunnel

Scars on my heart they here for the stay
Alone made me strong made me who I am today
Starting to think different had to revolve my brain
Started to move better my shoulders lost that weight

Mental stimulation for my problematic struggles
I been cashing checks I admit I need to double
Love takes a toll see my face that I'm humble
It's about how you act the moment you crumble

I was dead on the inside for a long long time
Lately I been healing and I feel so alive
Say Ike I love you bruh swear to god I do
You helped me through so much and your family is my family
Your mother is my mother and your a true brother
To my grandmother and father I love y'all forever and always
Y'all made me who I am that's why I'm true to this
Everyone else is new to this running the game I do this shit
Y'all never be doing shit true Story I get it out the mud
People coming at me but I don't even budge
People coming at me but I don't give a f*ck
Alhamduliah