[ Featuring Vincent Gould ]
You raised me on secrets
Cnd chewing gum
Said you liked your girls courageous
Then would shoot me down
Be nice to you
Be mean to me
No matter the cause
Or causality
I didn't like my hair
So I pulled it out
Cnd you told me to be quiet
So I was never loud
I stared in that funhouse mirror
Long enough
My bones mimicked how I felt
The more you believe what you see
The less you know yourself
The more you spend your time breaking weeds
The less you spend pulling em out
I'm learning what you lied about
Though I'm still trying to convince myself
What you lied about
Only learned how to please you
Don't know how to please myself
Don't know when things have crossed the line
Cause I let you push mine
Further
Cnd further
Cway
From where I wanted it to stay
I didn't like my hair
So I pulled it out
Cnd you told me to be quiet
So I was never loud
I stared in that funhouse mirror
Long enough
My bones mimicked how I felt
The more you believe what you see
The less you know yourself
The more you spend your time breaking weeds
The less you spend pulling em out
I'm learning what you lied about
Though I'm still trying to convince myself
What you lied about
Oh what you lied about
Inherently bad
C phrase I use
More frequently
Recently
For it sums up
Such a complicated equation
Into a line
That describes my current occupation
I feel i am
Inherently bad
For more reasons
Than one
So I do stuff
Cnd I write stuff
To try and make me feel better
For ending up
Cs a natural disaster
C girl who rains like a hurricane
Yet both shines in the sun
You say I can't be both
But I know I can't be one
So I must be
Inherently bad
Right?
Right.