Casey Morrison - Broken Promises (feat. Mike Stylez & Autumn Honey) Lyrics

Look my past ways in their last days
I'm on a new path now where sun rays don't cast shade
I shine bright like Cascade and get high off fat jays
Instead of lines of that yay and that's great
But still I'm sipping from the bottle
Going full throttle
Only way to make it is to work or hit the lotto
And I've never been the lucky type
I wonder what it must be like
To sleep without a peep instead of wiling staying up at night
Whats up with mike?
Man I don't know just go and ask him
He'll probably tell you shit
Like I got hits and I got passion
I got shit that they be lacking
I got different ways of rapping
But the plays get in the way 'cus everyday I'm out here trapping
And I'm sick of it
The life I've been living ridiculous
It's like I was given the gift to spit
Really could get the shit
Don't wanna give a shit no
Act like a kid and shit
Cry like a bitch and shit
Need to start fixing it
Need to go switch the shit up with some different shit
Need to show all you clowns what the difference is yeah!

Maybe I was never meant to love
Found a hole inside my soul and filled it with the drugs
Filled it with the liquor but it never was enough
Broken promises are at the bottom of this cup
Maybe I was never meant to love
Found a hole inside my soul and filled it with the drugs
Filled it with the liquor but it never was enough
Broken promises are at the bottom of this cup

Broken promises in packs of powder sniffed
Probably drink this bottle 'till I stumble, trip
Never meant to love I think it don't exist
Ego lying to me so I chug a fifth
Abandonment and hollowness
This tandem terrible I need a hallow tip
Save me from myself I'm swinging at the gallows inching towards unconsciousness
Common problem thinking that this life is always ominous
I'm obviously off the shit
Rocker broken into pieces I can't fix
Never really thought that love is true
'Cus I've only felt this pain inside when I just think of you
So I'm drinking down this bottle just so I can make it through
Yeah my coping mechanism got me sick inside my stomach think I'll puke
Puking out my f*cking guts
Cigarettes to keep me sober, flick the buts
Down the drain, It's like my life I've never loved
Never trust another one 'cus they gone probably f*ck me up
More than anything I've ever put inside this solo cup

Maybe I was never meant to love
Found a hole inside my soul and filled it with the drugs
Filled it with the liquor but it never was enough
Broken promises are at the bottom of this cup
Maybe I was never meant to love
Found a hole inside my soul and filled it with the drugs
Filled it with the liquor but it never was enough
Broken promises are at the bottom of this cup