Caspar Mágus - Drunk & Confused Lyrics

Excuse me
Pardon me
I'm tryna understand what are we
I never thought that I would be
So mad in love at 19
I'm mad at me
Not because of you, but the way I handle things inside ain't that cool
I love you, but f*ck you, yeah I'm that true
It's February, no, January
F*ck, temporary insanity
You're the sweetest thing I've ever seen
But you make me Sickles like Barton Key
In harmony
At least tryna be
I'm not perfect and I'm just kinda deep
I feel trapped and I'm confused
I rap and I sing while I'm heavily infused
This ain't by accident
Only way to learn is by practicing
When I had you overnight it was passionate
And now you telling me no, like I imagined it
But I can't resist
I only sing to put an end to the suffering
Wondering what the joy will bring and avoid the thing
Just like an angel with a broken wing
But I want you when the sun dies
And I want you when the moon hides
That's why even when I'm mad you gon' see me with a smile
And by the way, I'm never gonna die
This my legacy
This my mind
This how I'm gonna be forever 'live
And now that you don't even play me tho
You can still hear my songs on the radio
And I'm still singing 'bout how you played me slow
And I'm still f*ckin loving you
Lovin' like
Like a pond of confusion
And I'm diving in headfirst
But it all makes sense, in my defence
This whole song is a dead verse
But I'll make it look clean, you can bet on it
When I'm off, I'ma get on it
I asked you what you need and you slept on it
Like fresh snow and you stepped on it