Leave me to rot
I gave what I've got and
I don't know what's left of me
Forgive my selfish tendencies
I just take loves ecstasy to hide my
Insecurities
Yeah my own thoughts are violent
I can't help but stay silent
I just wanna deny it
Please just someone come find him
Oh what's gone wrong
You took too long
Their sticks and stones
My fractured bones
Haven't been myself in days
Try to sleep I'm wide awake
Smoking mirrors cause I'm fake
Don't know how much more I'll take
I cant seem to catch a break
Lost my love I'm filled with hate
Now I'm left with this heart break
Writing songs to contemplate
Now I wont love wont hesitate
It's no give just lust and take
F*ck your goodbye it's too late
No more time left here to waste
If we're done don't look back babe
I'm trying to forget ur name
Picking up what's left of me while
Searching through our memories
I'm finding now it's clear to see
You just take all my energy
I'll try and find the time
To fix this f*cked up mind
And ur not here to see
The better version of me