Cather - Old School Lyrics

Sometimes you don't get to choose this shit
Sometimes you end up in situations you did not predict
Go with the punches often is what they say
Its what they say but you see me duck em and dodge em
I like to throw em back
I don't wanna hang for awhile I got different places I stay
I don't wanna talk about the rap
I wanna improve musically so save that what the hell are you doing crap
You think I envisioned for my self
Well yeah kind of
I didn't understand the work it took
The patience the I never learned
The anxiousness I must conquer
The eyes that glaze like
Excuse me sir
The sign is on
I need that fresh cooked
Then I'll be on my way
Revolve around the exit
Then I wash away
I don't know how to build fans
Doesn't mean I cant learn
What if I sat in my room 24/7 and just thought of ways to stir
The emotions or the pot
Wait f*ck that lets make it drop
It's the hard flower major expressor
Jump with me like your savior
I don't wanna degrade
I wanna be a lover and a companer
I mean companion
Lost my train of thought like a nick when I'm shaving
The mirror is the most f*cked up invention existing
Its god damn you sexy as f*ck or fist throw of anger
Ego and pride
Satan's friend side by side
Roll that shit up brah
Lets get high
Time to get my mind right
Shit I take that back
Shit that shits all up in the sac
Shit f*ck it roll another pack
Shit gotta escape the immediate regret
Tossing and turning I'm learning I'm fussing I'm chugging I'm spinning alone
No ballerina hugging I need to go home
Tip toe pass the door
The rents don't know I'm high
If they did its probably rent at the first of the month
Or a kick to the curb
Where I'll be with the people who don't get to stay dry
Rain still pours
Family has money
But I only care about they souls
I was in a conversation with my homie today
Everybody be trying to outdo each other on the same music
You say you different but I be drinking away you like some fusion
This is what your supposed to be feeling when you create
Nice to meet you all I'm Cather I'll probably be here for the stay
It's almost a waste of time for me
I've learned how to refocus energy
Shouts to Gary V
Shouts to the people who secretly f*ck with me
Shouts to my mother f*cking family because that's where I keep the team
Shouts because I can f*cking shout because I learned my voice sounds better when it screams
I'm layered deeper than a scrape on the knee
I'm best kept secret
Keep the hating towards me
Positive influences and motivation
Trust and faith to get me to the green I hope to be raking
Only climbing the rankings
Generally speaking I'm at war
And it's myself I keep hating
Trying to get booked like I'm facing
Time for a crime of stealing and murdering emcee's and they pride
I'm not trying to hide
Trying to live that ultimate high
Wave the flag like shy guy says
Or I'll drop you from the cloud and watch you
I'm sorry but not really
It's my music catch the feelings
Wonder what you are thinking
It's Cather Appleby that's all I will be saying
For now