I turn on the TV and watch the news all I see is death and destruction
Everyone confused change the channel rap artists on stage getting booed
Singing these wack ass songs like they speaking the truth
Why so many love ones dying in alarming rate
It makes me sick to my stomach to see all kinda hate
I wish I have control of destiny she's the cousin of death and she's karma's Lil sister
I can't stand that bitch she get on my last nerve
Got me patting my pockets to smoke my last herb
I'm here to help but They keep taking my kindness for weakness
Sneak dissing turn their back on me on some weak shit
Where do they teach this?
I was never build that way at all
We started from the ground up and earned our way to ball
You really gotta be kidding me another homie past away
I need to get away from bad news I got no more to give.
Got no more to give, no tears to cry don't want to live in fear
An I don't wanna live, I don't want to die. I just want to disappear
Transform into a bird and just fly away
Or just buy my own island and just hide away
I wanna be alone to myself and just meditate
Get stoned from the buds have my soul elevate
In front of waterfall experience true nature of the out doors
Watch the water outpour into the river
So much negativity spreading in the atmosphere
I never had the fear to change for the better
I came for experience they came for the cheddar
Now im paying the cost to the boss gettin better
I hate the bare of bad news I got selected hearing
Too busy living life to the fullest
I'm surrounding myself around positivity
A world full of scandal and hostility
I gotta disappear to many clout chasers trying earn a title
They might turn into my rivals
Cuz I'm all about survival
Got no more to give, no tears to cry don't want to live in fear
An I don't wanna live, I don't want to die. I just want to disappear