Chandler. - Hurt Me Lyrics

How you feel, tell me really how you feel
It's getting crazy and I don't know how to deal
She wanna play me and my heart is beating still
And my healing it is not complete until
I can go a day and not think about her and him
Really I know that he ain't me
He ain't bad he ain't chasing degrees
He don't got a flow I know he ain't making no beats
He ain't running up the block he ain't shaking the streets
But he shaking the sheets
He got her quaking and it's taking on me
She really got this heart breaking on me
And I ain't faking I'm just planting the seed
Grow it into a tree better not come to me
'Cause I got a bigger picture in my head
So I don't ever worry 'bout having no bitch in my bed
Really tryna get the clips to my neck
Need a line up, think it's time to
Start my windup and let that shit bang
It ain't no thang
And I don't wanna kill myself
I'd just rather kill the pain
Shotgun hit, Cobain
I don't know if I'll ever step up out of my lane
Last time I did I wanted to blow my brains
Last time I did it made me insane
And I know that I ain't no saint
She was my center, now she sinning
And our shit's all stained
So don't you ever come to me and tell me I shouldn't complain
I told her everything like the dreams I was dreaming
I told her everything like the schemes I was scheming
Now I don't got a damn thing to believe in, uh
She heard my pain, then caused it
She dropped me for him now she ballin
She don't answer when I'm calling
And now I'm questioning why was I falling for her
Back in the day, I thought she had love for me
Now I know that was a lie
How you 'gon tell me that you love me then go straight to a guy
Who ain't me, man that shit cheap
I want them J's back that I put on your feet
Sitting at rock bottom and the hill looking steep
She told me keep going man you got me sleep
Don't you know that you the reason that I'm down this deep
And I can't wait for the day that I'm crowning the sheep
Run the town in a week
Bussin' down get a peek
And when you ask me how I got so cold
Just take a look in the mirror, see your heart full of stone
And when you stuck with some dogs who been chasing the bone
Don't be crying calling me while I'm taking my throne, and that's real