Chaotic Perfection - Trials And Tribulations Lyrics

Sequentially suffering, evidently you must've seen things that I was hiding in my eyes
In my mind, in my heart, in my soul, how was I supposed to know that you'd go, you said that you'd be there, Right by my side
Even painted you a canvas, story of my life, but then you left and now I'm here, tryna put it all together, you Told me all these things and said we couldn't be forever
Tell me something, you won't tell me nothing, just tell me anything at all, why can't I hear you, why won't you Call
Tell me something, you won't tell me nothing, why do you need me to keep on suffering, why do you force me To keep on wondering
Tell me we can heal me, where are the good feelings, I don't mind the pain, I just want the reason, when the Wounds are deepening, when the seasons weaken
God I trust you, but what is the secrets, why go with grievance if pain brings us happiness, then break me even
Is happiness subjective, can we pick and choose our depression, try to make a good impression, but instead it Led to recession
Sick of settling, read the discretion, met with meddling, offered oppression, put the pondering into progression, A young addict, addicted to fanatics
Couldn't solve the mathematics, no numbers, still so fantastic, I leave them speechless, not talking asthmatic, Not a shooter, but I know the case
Share my track, no daytona, but I win the race, face my fears, UFC face off, no squirrels around when I say I'm Up, and I'm up