Chaotic Perfection - You Claim Purity With A Bitter Tongue Lyrics

Well, I guess we're back again
Guess I lost another friend
I tried
Despite disrespect
You can never fill my shoes
You're the polar opposite
Everyone wants you
I thought we could at least be cool
But you tore me down
Every chance you got, you claim purity
With a bitter tongue, how could I be so wrong?
I don't hate you, but I want to
I can't save you, but I want to
I've gotta pray, cause I've got to
I'm sick of the pity that they keep giving me
Times like these
Trust that God is listening
Your lack of love will never finish me
It's an endless loop that I'm used to
It's still so shocking cause you're the worst one yet
Discrediting all of my achievements
Drowning in all that you're achieving
Wondering if that's why you're not the same
Wondering if that's why you had changed
And still by God's grace, you're not my enemy
So where do I go?
What do I say?
Where do I speak?
Who is out there for me?
Are they fighting the same?
Is it worth the wait?
Will they also pray?
I am so lost, but I keep moving forward
I need you, God
I need you, God
I guess we're back again
I guess I lost another friend
I tried despite disrespect
You could never fill my shoes
You're the polar opposite
Everyone wants you
I thought we could at least be cool
But you tore me down
Every chance you got
You claimed purity with a bitter tongue
How could I be so wrong?
I don't hate you, but I want to
I can't save you, but I want to
I've got to pray cause I've got to
I'm sick of the pity that they keep giving me
Times like these
Trust that God is listening
Your lack of love will never finish me